So, let me introduce myself.
My name is Jasmine White, but I was formerly known as Jasmine Vill. I live in Lawton, OK, my husband is in the U.S. Army, and I go to school full-time. I babysit on the side just for something to do, but I hope once I get my pre-pharmacy credits out of the way and graduate Pharmacy school I can pursue my dream of being a Pharmacist. Later on, I would like to learn more about becoming a Psychiatrist.
I don’t speak to my mother or step-father, and because of that I am subjected to sibling estrangement. I can’t see my two younger brothers, whom I absolutely adore and love with all of my heart. The middle child out of us, the one I am closest to, still tells my grandmother, who has practically adopted me, that he still wishes I were with him. I feel my heart sink every time she tells me. I feel responsible for leaving him.
When I was little, my mother married a monster. We didn’t know that at the time but knowing what I know now I wish I had. My story is one that was hard to bear, but I’m glad I was able to save my brother from the harsh reality of it once he was born. Now, my life is easier. I don’t have to deal with abuse or wondering if I would live to see the next day.
My husband makes me happy, and the rest of my family makes me happy. I still have this hole in my heart, though, that my brothers can only fill. I will just have to wait for the day when I can see them again. I created this blog as a kind of therapy for myself, and hopefully an enjoying experience for my readers. I thank you for being here on this journey with me, and if you are interested in my story, but would like a deeper understanding or maybe a deeper story from my book, email me and I will gladly respond to you. I look forward to getting to know all of you and I hope you stick around.